When the only shot you ever took was in your buns...
IF
Y'ALL EVEN THOUGHT Y'ALL WEREN'T GETTING A SHETHER LYRIC YOU DON'T ME
IN THE SLIGHTEST! BRONX IS ON ALL WEEK! DON'T DEBATE ME.
Yes,
I've been gone for two weeks. Two whole ass weeks. I appreciate not
getting pressed because I feel like at this point you know if you didn't
get an email, my life is in some sort of shamble. Which it was. I been
taking on all these new projects at work, which I'm hella excited about
by baybeee *New Orleans voice*, BUT with these other two jobs, I woke up
a while ago feeling like the Mr. Krab meme (or the new Ebro meme since
Shether), and I knew I needed a minute. But the way my crazy works, is I
become overwhelmed, my whole routine goes left, and then I feel like I
am lazy and beat myself up. I legit asked my friends if they think I'm
being lazy. Like, shouldn't I be doing more? Even after I said it, I
knew it was ludicrous. (please note I originally spelled this like the
rapper. Praises to The Most High for autocorrect). The word masochist
was even used.
I
decided to use Lent (which starts Wednesday) to reset. I, one, need to
bring myself closer to my Higher Power if I think I am going to do
anything right in my life. Also, I been SLACKING on the gym, and as much
as I hate to admit this (and Barrington, aka Mr Be The Better, will
screen shot this because he Remy Ma petty), I need to work out and eat
right, consistently. When people say mind, body, and soul, that sh*t is
no joke. My body and soul been craving more and it threw my mind for a
loop, and let's be honest, it wasn't too stable in the first place. I
realize I have been doing the most and giving myself back the least.
So,
if you been out here still doing amazing with your schedule and such,
congrats. You deserve it. It's not easy. For my fellow fall off-ers,
let's hit reset, and let's be kind to our self that we needed to. Be
cognizant of your humanity.
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