Sharon and Beyonce checked my life

First off, let me address the obvious. If you haven't heard Beyonce's new visual album Lemonade, please please please, take an hour and do that. I advise somehow watching the HBO special rather than just listening (I have it DVR'd... if we cool enough for you to come in my house, but its also on Tidal). I'm not artistic, and honestly miss a lot of symbolic and "deep" references with most things (*shrugs*), but I was moved. Men, I also advise you watch. 1 - So you understand why your wife/girl/significant other/joint/ex is mad at you. (It took my WHOLE life to subdue the petty and not send Hold Up video to my ex - which is my favorite song/video FYI). 2- Just so you get an idea of why we are so obsessed with Beyonce. You may not fully understand the magic that we see, but you have a beautiful woman, who works her life away (and is extremely successful), produces material that is so relatable (she gives words to feelings we may have but are unable to express), and has a family. She embodies having it all. She kinda like a role model for grown women. Lol. And ladies, if you dont agree/or like her, then fine... but you have to admit she is pretty amazing.

OK, so Beyonce rant is done... *coughfornowcough*. So what the hell does have to do with what I'm saying? Oh well, I'm dedicating this one to PRODUCTIVITY.

Let me admit something to y'all... I'm lazy. And unproductive as hell. Many people think I'm mad efficient. Nope. I'm just great at completing things at the last minute effectively. Imagine if I actually used ALL my time and energy effectively? TUH! At one point I was convinced I had ADD because I couldn't understand how I could be so distracted and WANT to be productive. I have so many amazing ideas, but can get sucked into a SVU marathon of episodes I've seen a million times quicker than that BAD BOY concert sold out of reasonable priced seats, and they never get executed. I even said to my mom one day, "Sharon, I think I have ADD". Then my mother said the realest thing I might have ever heard her say, and if you know my mother, she a Gemini and a clown, so this took me aback. "You don't have ADD, you're an adult. Your life is so full, how are you supposed to concentrate?" I looked at her like wait... You smart *Khaled Voice*. So that led me to realize I need to stop making excuses and acting like I just been cursed with a laziness gene and get up and work.